TO PLEASE

Sometimes, I hate being reliable. I hate pleasing people. I hate being dependable. I hate have to do something because they said so, not because I want to.

You know that feeling when everyone trying to get you to help them, sometimes at the same frickin' time?

That's not cool man, sometimes.

Yea you're being nice, helpful, kind and all. But sometimes it got me thinking "do they know that I got stuff to do?"

Sometimes I hate it when I hear something like "Man, this thing's broken. Can you fix this?" "Dude, could you fill the soap bottle? It's empty." or "Bro, buy me this would ya?" without even ask me if I'm busy or not.

Don't get me wrong man, I am into helping people. But I will really reaaalllyy happily help if they ask me if I'm busy or not. And the fact is, I am not a kind of guy who can easily said no.

I'm sorry if this hurt you guys, but if you just pointing your finger at someone else instead of try to do it yourself then.. You're either lazy or just clueless.

I mean, come on man. If you could do it, then do it. If you can't, find out how. It is that simple. And, if you don't have time then wait until you have some spare time to do it. You ain't working 24/7 aren't ya?

Maybe, I just don't get it. Maybe, I haven't see the bright side of this yet.

Well sometimes

I just hate being in a shell, in the middle of the ocean.

And I'm not hate myself for being who I am. 

Up yours, haters.