That Doesn't Matter

"Kalo aku miskin, kamu masih mau temenan sama aku ngga?"

Kira-kira begitu katanya, itu sepenggal percakapan aku dengan seseorang. Dulu.

Hal itu membuat aku berfikir, is it that important if you have a friend that's so fucking rich and wealthy or poor as hell?

Dan waktu itu aku menjawab kira-kira begini:

"Hahaha.. Aku ngga peduli kamu mau kaya, miskin, anak presiden, atau orang biasa. Siapapun kamu, aku tetep jadi temen kamu"

Dan baru-baru ini, it got me thinking

It doesn't matter for me if you're rich, poor, fat, skinny, good looking, damn ugly, fair skin, dark skin.. Whatever you are, you are my friend. I wan't to make friend with you, not your car, money, skin care, or any of that.

Pertemanan mengajarkan kita untuk tidak pamrih, dan bijak.

Hell, even I admit it that I can't live without having one.

Dan komponen yang paling penting adalah: respect. I have a word about that "I don't care who the fuck you are, if you don't and won't respect me. I will do the exact same thing to you"

So, be grateful with what you have. Even your friends. A friend is a friend, no matter what.

To See Is To Choose, To Choose Is To Feel

I don't know, buy this happened to me quite a lot

Lets say that you already knew me, inside out

You knew who I am, what I like, everything

But it turns out that I am not like that

What would you do?

You knew that I am a good and normal guy

But it turns out I am a weirdshow, a creep, and a bastard

What would you do?

Interesting right?

You see, there isn't enough room for me to say it

But the fact is, I'm not that "normal"

I realized the fact that I am too fucked up, I don't fit in anywhere

But when you're there

I finally have some place where I belong

You've made me this tame, this normal

If you see me day in and day out, I am that weird

I can be wild, mad and just hate everything

But in the same time, I can hold myself and lean back

Now let me get this straight

Is it worth it? When you finally know who I really am and decide it

Is it?

NGGA ENAK

Namanya juga hidup, ada enak ada juga ngga enaknya.

Life is not as simple as a blink

Decisions after decisions, threat after threat

And you will never knew the outcome and the odds

Ketika kita merugi, jangan munculkan sangsi dalam diri dan mengumpat dalam hati

Mungkin kita memang ditakdirkan untuk merugi oleh-Nya

We will never ever, ever, be the superior one all the time.

There is nothing absolute

Do you ever think that life is not as simple "yes" and "no"? Even those words are not easy to say

Remember this, when life, or someone, hands you a lemonade.

Make the best out of it, be happy with it.

Iya, hidup itu kadang ngga enak.

Tapi cukup berharga untuk disyukuri.